i need to make changes in my life.i was on a good path a few years ago,but comfortablity made me lose my way.in short,i got what i wanted in life finally,what i needed....but now i have lost it ,like a vicious cycle ,its back to the bad old days,repeating over and over again.like a song a cannot escape.but i need to,i spent 99% of my life surrounded by depressed people(i have issues i know so what i am about to say makes me a hypocrite and jerk), but i cant stand them. being around withdrawn,cold people really messes me up.i get it ,i was one,why cant i be happy around them? well because i was one/am one and it drags me back down and destroys my fragile psyche and emotions that i want to build back up .its so hard being surrounded by nothing but that(makes me all suicidally),but thats all i seem to attract lol. i need a happy life,getting what i like and want,being around happy and engaged people(the type i have never been able to attract),a feedback loop of positive energy.i need to make changes
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