foolishbunny

So, I guess I'm going to come back on here. Circumstances dictate that I can't really put up any pictures ATM, but it's been years since anyone has talked to me irl.  or online, fb, insta, ECT. Nothing and being on here was the last place anyone was ever nice to me, so I guess I'm back

everyone come to me.bitches to me,whines to me,expecting an unlimited well of compassion,that i will magically make everything better.get pissed when i cant.but who do i go to? who do i have? all of those people are the most selfish,self centered bitches that can ever exist.they cant be bothered to help me,make my life easier,just make the bare minimal effort to ease my pain,give me a safe haven if only for a moment.so i drink,i cut myself,i contemplate suicide all the time.i dunno what else to do. i'm used and abandoned by every bitch. i dunno why its like this,but it is,always has,and i am coming to grips that it probably always will be(at

so its my birthday and another one passes thats a crapfest. special occasion days(xmas,birthdays,ect.)really hit me hard with how horrible people in a my circle always are ,how selfish they are. so i will use my birthday wish not only for the usual boatload of cash,but to be selfish myself and instead get a girl(or bevy of girls) who will play the game of wanting and trying to make me happy! people who will care about that