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i'm better than everybody thinks of me,and i deserve better than what i get.i think i need to start carrying a weapon with me.something to point at people when i say something to them,force them to not be an ass/bitch towards me lol
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So, I guess I'm going to come back on here. Circumstances dictate that I can't really put up any pictures ATM, but it's been years since anyone has talked to me irl. or online, fb, insta, ECT. Nothing and being on here was the last place anyone was ever nice to me, so I guess I'm back
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everyone come to me.bitches to me,whines to me,expecting an unlimited well of compassion,that i will magically make everything better.get pissed when i cant.but who do i go to? who do i have? all of those people are the most selfish,self centered bitches that can ever exist.they cant be bothered to help me,make my life easier,just make the bare minimal effort to ease my pain,give me a safe haven if only for a moment.so i drink,i cut myself,i contemplate suicide all the time.i dunno what else to do. i'm used and abandoned by every bitch. i dunno why its like this,but it is,always has,and i am coming to grips that it probably always will be(at
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so its my birthday and another one passes thats a crapfest. special occasion days(xmas,birthdays,ect.)really hit me hard with how horrible people in a my circle always are ,how selfish they are. so i will use my birthday wish not only for the usual boatload of cash,but to be selfish myself and instead get a girl(or bevy of girls) who will play the game of wanting and trying to make me happy! people who will care about that
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i need to make changes in my life.i was on a good path a few years ago,but comfortablity made me lose my way.in short,i got what i wanted in life finally,what i needed....but now i have lost it ,like a vicious cycle ,its back to the bad old days,repeating over and over again.like a song a cannot escape.but i need to,i spent 99% of my life surrounded by depressed people(i have issues i know so what i am about to say makes me a hypocrite and jerk), but i cant stand them. being around withdrawn,cold people really messes me up.i get it ,i was one,why cant i be happy around them? well because i was one/am one and it drags me back down and destroy
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